Delirious

a wave of melancholy rushed over me. i'm tired. i just want to turn time back to the moments where we sat at the beach, breathing the air and loving the breeze. but that's the only bad thing about time. waits for no man. tides like horses ride up the shore but they rush back into the ocean soon after. if i were to sit on the sandy shores of a beach, i'd want the company of a friend who never has to say anything. just the feeling of foam tickling our feet and we smile at each other, that's the best feeling in the world. my heart is heavy. emotions are pent up. i wanna wash away my tears in the sea, so that noone will notice me. and then i'll slowly fade away, towards the end of the day until someone finds me.