Delirious

Argh.. i've sorta deactivated my blog. that's shit. rite... time for me to get my own handphone sock. i wont try to steal from mimi again. (gosh mimi sounds wrong. if ur reading this...) haha. life hasnt been all too good for me tho. grades-shit.life-sucks. love-what more can i say? its tough falling in love. but its tougher when ur in love. on one hand u feel like u can do just anything for him. but on the other.. sometimes u just feel that he doesn't really appreciate. i get that sometimes but i noe i'm pampered. waaaayyy pampered. to people so simply love me too much: I love you guys too!!
Back to reality. i miss my friends. i miss sarah, sarah, azri, hilmi, jw, fir, benjy, fathiah, jj and all the peeps i used to hang out with.i miss the fun times. i miss those hugging and crying times. i miss those lame-joke times. i miss the times where we can just sit at starbucks and laugh at silly jokes. i miss the times where we could just hang out because we wanted to. i miss watching fireworks and lying on the grass.. i miss hugging sarah. i miss talking to sarah( the other sarah). i miss bitching with fathiah. i miss punching azri. i miss crapping with hilmi.i miss listening to jiawei. i miss hearing jj. i miss being REALLY happy n i miss kissing you. sigh.. way too much has changed. i want my old life back.
Benny has been harping on it. he's been saying that we dont have to be good people anymore. because the people around us are not good. everyone's so fake nowadays. its human nature to be selfish but i cant seem to imagine anyone being THAT selfish. oh well.. i shall not be nice in future. i'll only be nice to people who really deserve it. ok.. my eyes gonna shut soon. gosh i've been sooooo tired these few days. hmm..rite its gonna be here for now. toodles!