Delirious

my life now's never been better. school work friends everything seems to just fall in place. hee... i like this life. its relaxing and non taxing. no quarrels no fights. everything's just alright. my birthday's just one month away.. and soon i'll be turning18.. the sacred age to do what u want.. (kinda) haha.. yes and i cant seem to find anything much to talk about. i'm not making sense...hmm.

well.. i ought to be a better person. sometimes i think i really ask too much of ppl. friends esp you.. i get irritated with the slightest things and sometimes i dun even noe why i get pissed. its difficult to understand someone when that someone cant even understand their own self.. argh..and its difficult to understand me.. very.. and i hate myself for getting jealous so easily. really.. sigh.. if only i was a better person.. but then again noone's perfect though we cant always use this excuse ah.. heh.. well.. that's about all for today i guess.. i need a new bag ah.. mine's torn and tattered. bleah.. so time to dig for munny! ahaha..rite..cherios.