Delirious

Resistance is futile. yeah it really is. no point trying to resist cos absence really makes the heart grow fonder. i'm trying very hard not to think. but resistance IS futile. i read gerald's blog. there was this particular phrase which made me think alot. " The man who's worth your tears will never make you cry" hmm... how true that is i really dunno. sigh i really want everything to work out. not between us but between us and our parents. ok to be more exact, MY parents. grrr.. for this i've been crying alot. yeah i dun even know why i cry. maybe its just a whole pint of emotions just pent up inside my and i have to let it out. i hate the silence of my phone. no messages will come regularly for the next 10 days. i really miss him. sigh.. ok i noe i promised to be happy for the 2 weeks but yeah its really hard. plus i'm kinda grounded. i friggin cant go out. i feel like an angry bull being locked up behind bloody hard bars. they want me to stop seeing him. they say that he's the thorn in their flesh. sigh please make this stop. resistance is futile. not-so-cherios.