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sigh i want to get well!! damnit. the coughing has made my abdominal muscles become so painful that i think i'll develop abs from it. whatever.. yeah and my whole body is aching like a real ahma... yeah i mean it... god why fall sick at this time? its supposed to be a time where i get to enjoy myself and eat good food! darn the food always looks so appetizing but i cant even get to eat it. darn... its worst than fasting i think... at least there's nice food to look forward to when ppl break fast.. me? there's only porridge with egg and its the same for every meal.. its like worse that being a POW...bloody flu. i swear i'm gonna kill you soon... yes i'm gonna kill you.. just die just die!! cherios.