the pre menstrual thing.

sigh. today sucks. been acting weird since the start of the time of the month. it always acts up and i cant control it. i got so pissed with the world today for like a few moments. and next. boom. i was fine again. and next boom. i was pissed again. yeah for no apparent reason. i hate this. and i know my frens are hating me for it too. i'm really sorry to anyone who has to put up wif me. eg peeps like denzil, luther, jj and esp luthfi. yup i'm sorry for making any nasty comments. sorry for sounding agitated all the time. yeah. i'm starting to think that PMS is really something i have to learn to live with. its not as if i'm feeling good ah. the feeling i get during PMS is far worse then anyone can ever imagine. ask any girl who's got PMS. the feeling's not fun. k why am i suddenly saying this? rite back to business abt the goin-out-with-my-fren's-bf thing, fath and sarah haf told me not to go ahead with it. luthfi said if its against my will then i shouldn't do it. its a 4-0 thing so i guess i'm not going on with it. here comes the prob. how to tell her? hmm.. well i'll think of a way lah. i'm craving for ice cream now. my nose is swollen from crying cos of e touching chi drama. my shoulder is aching. i need a massage there. my legs are so smooth! haha cos yeah u noe what i did la..woo hoo. i still wanna eat ice cream. swensen's selling like 5 topless scoops for $1.39 or sth to that extent ah. i cant wait till friday. cos i get to eat ice cream. ok i'm starting to sound like a kid. i'm hungry now. my stomach's churning. dunno what's gotten inside it. i haven't been eating at the chi noodles stall. ok except maybe yesterday and the day before. but not today. i'm starting to feel sleepy. but i still haven't done anything at all. i gotta report to school again at 715. i'm thankful its like the last 3 days. tahan... 3 more days. but i'll still have to reach school early after that or else... more punishment. crap. yup okie. i'm typing wif my eyes closed now. hey! that's quite an achievement! ok fine yah peace out cherios!